Still Looking

Still Looking
I'm still looking for a meaning in life...
Constantly repeating myself for you guys...
I don't even know why the hell I still try...
It makes no sense...
I must just be sick in the head...
Here I am fighting to survive...
Even though...
I'd rather be dead...
I'm so sorry if none of this shit even makes sense...
Once again it's me just trying to vent...
I'm telling you guys...
I'm dyeing within...
Upset in my mind...
The never ending battle that I have been trying to win...
There's no denieing I'm sick...
I'll lie straight to your face...
"Go ahead kid, you got what it takes."
When in reality...
You'd get squashed like some grapes...
I would like to have a little bit of something else for a change...
Will someone please take me away...
I don't want a thing to do with you fags...
Y'all can go and have a parade...
I'm straight...
As in out of my brain...
Your late...
As in you should of never came...
I don't know not-a-nel-nutta about your name...
BITCH!
Tea one is insane...
Ever since the day that I came...
Up until I'm laying in a grave...
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