Thin Air

Thin Air
i start to question myself...
because i'm not sure how i should feel anymore...
i'm starting to head back down that road...
that killed me before...
i swear life is just like a revolveing door...
always moveing but not really going anywhere...
what happens when i do reach where i'm headed and their is nothing there...
am i wrong to be scared...
has it been to long for me to still care...
i feel like i'm falling threw thin air...
so i'm trying my best to just not get hurt...
i mean fuck what it's worth...
all that i ask for is what i deserve...
balance comes from the earth...
so why swerve...
why can't i do at least one thing that works...
inside i'm crying...
i can fill my spine trying to burst...
there is no denying i'm cursed...
teaone