Buy the Balls

Buy the Balls

Damn man, life's a trip...

Sometimes it really feels like it has got you buy the balls...

How can I really still be so confused...

I get so lost in thoughts as I think about you...

What do I do...

How do I choose...

I question the moon...

Since it always seems to have such a nice view...

My time has got to be up... 

Because buy now I know that I have paid my dues...

I get it, I lose...

But now what...

Is what I ask you...

Tell me all the stuff I can't do...

Please, I only want the truth...

I get so lonely in my room...

If only I didn’t always get so consumed...

But I do...

So I mean, what's the use...

Why the abuse...

So many different views...

Really I feel so alone amongst all of you...

It’s like you don't have a clue...

You say that you are realer then me but where's the proof...

Go ahead a make your move...

I’ll be happy to play the fool...

So you make your mark, and I’ll shot...

Why the hell would you start, if you knew you'd dispute...

Tell me what you have got to prove...

I'm not the one the one that you thought you knew...

I get caught in the spot between where I’ve been and where I’m going to...

What I’ve done and what I’m going to do...

All that I thought I forgot has now got me consumed...

So much bullshit now that I’ve all ready gone threw...

All of these times I’ve chose to let myself cry over the moon...

Have really done nothing for me...

Except for maybe thrown salt in old wounds...

Really guys why chose these things that I do...

Each night and each day...

Tell about noon...

And then back again for a time or two...

Why do I still try to pass the time here in my room...

Why can't I just move past this wak attitude...

You either need it or you don't...

I’m not even going to try and sit here and battle you...

Besides that...

Now I’m mad at you...

And I’m the type that you will never forget...

And in this life we live...

All that we really got is our respect...

I mean will you all please just take second...

And go and double check...

Take the time to figure it out...

Sort threw the mess...

You can try your best to just make some sense…

Because me, I’m just trying to vent…

Tea1