I'm Still Here

I’m Still Here

I stay up all night and write to the moon…

I feel like my head and my heart…

Are trying to just tare me in two…

I mean...

Really now...

What is it with all of you dudes...

Will you please tell me...

What it is that you all find so compelling to do...

Wow...

Wouldn’t life be great...

If every choice we made...

Didn’t turn right into another mother fucking mistake...

But hey that's life...

I mean fuck it if it's not right...

Because either way...

Everyday seems to always be a fight...

I might be crossing the line...

I might be just wasting my life...

I might even just be a little fucking obnoxious at times...

But hey that's me...

And on that...

I mean who I am...

My eyes cross...

Just to collide...

My past still haunts from inside...

Regrets will forever flash threw my mind...

I try my best to just leave them behind...

Final conclusion... 

Denied...

I’m so fucking wrong that it's right...

You cross tea...

And you can bet that I’ll be doting your eyes...

So don 't be acting like a dear in head lights...

When I see you...

Either...

All surprised...

Because what you fail to realize...

Is real eyes just don't lie...

So y'all can give up your little petty ploy to survive...

Because when we take side's...

You will have no place to hide...

Please will you just listen to your momma boy...

And go make something of your life...

This place is all trial and error...

The power is choice...

You decide...

What is fair...

Decisions make future's...

I only hope though that I can meet you there...

I mean cause after all..

Two is a pair...

And circle get's the square...

Besides...

It wouldn't be fun if others didn't judge and compare...

A new breath...

Same old air...

Here’s to another night that I’m still here...

TEA!one